I have decided to start a blog, I guess thats a little self evident though. I have been slowly going crazy over the last 2 years from not really having any kind of an outlet for my thoughts so I submit them now to the great wide world of the internet, mostly just to get them out of my head. I have no illusions of grandeur, this blog will not make me a millionaire, or even cause me to reach the lower middle class, it won't make me famous, I will be entirely shocked if its read by someone who isn't related to me, but it is what it is. I make no promises to post regularly either, and I may recycle things I have written else where, but here it is....enough grand-standing lets get to business.
Today I started feeling normal again. Over the last year or so I have been feeling less and less like myself, it started with a bit of depression, I kind of moped about, listened to a lot of Alkaline Trio and The Cure and went about life. Then it got worse, but in a weird way, I didn't start harboring any destructive tendencies or anything like that, I just kind of...stopped. I stopped listening to music almost entirely (very odd for me), I stopped cooking unless I had to, and even then what I made was easy and without inspiration. Anyway, I am starting to feel that lift now, I attribute it to changing jobs mostly. I really felt like cooking today, I am excited to make something again tomorrow and I was listening to music while I did it! OK, so its still Alkaline Trio and The Cure but I think thats more to be mellowing out in my old age then being depressed. Anyway, I have lost my train of thought since Skull came home and we are going to go watch Diary of a Wimpy Kid so I will big you adieu and leave you with this bouquet of parentheses (((((((()))))))) (and if you understand the reference, I am your eternal friend).
